24 Jun 2008

unspoken truths

words do not come out
my throat dry -

look deep into my eyes and see
all the unspoken truths I dare not confess

9 Jun 2008

the past recedes

and then the past recedes,
and I won't be involved.-
the effort to be free
seems pointless from above. [jf - the past recedes]



the past is comforting - the uglyness and misunderstandings leaving the memories. the old and long lost comes back, familiar - a little scary, but very well known - like a lost relative.

what to do? keeping on running from it, towards the new and the unknown? or is it the same story that repeats itself anyways?

sometimes I wish I could stop for a moment

3 Apr 2008

Another piece


one piece underground with my roots and my bones
one piece with a little K child in the heart of darkness
one piece somewhere in the sky, looking for a reason
another piece just left; because people too good to be true are just that

I've just a tiny piece left, will it stay with me long enough?

30 Mar 2008

Water - the beginning



Water inside we're all in water
Water we climb and run through it [J.F.]




Noise of the surf on the rocks beneath my windows. quiet all around, save for the little rustles of life Blackie and the LittleOne bring to me from the outside